But you know what CTD? I wouldn't sweat it too much... because with God... and anyone who holds his position like that in the face of adversity and takes the hit... has real good faith... and with God, one door closes and another opens and even I have gotten many hidden unexpected blessings the same way. My life he gave me is much different than the one I intended to make for myself.. and much better.

'course he did knock down before he rebuilt and that was a tad painful of a process to endure. Faith held me though. Faith mulitiplied.