Hi Aaron.

Sorry for what you're going through. I too suffer depression and get suicidal thoughts . I think it's quite common with mercury poisoning. I just tell myself that now I know what it is I can get better and things will get better. Sometimes it seems quite hopeless, but I try to be positive because giving into it won't achieve anything.

If you can, try to set a routine for yourself or a goal that you want done. When I don't have a goal I tend to just stay in bed and then be up late and generally throw my bodyclock out of whack which can't help any.

Don't push yourself too hard, try to get things in that you enjoy and avoid as much as possible things that cause you a lot of stress.

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